I think about you 

I think about you on the good days 
when everything is going well
I want to share them with you, celebrate 
The first that comes to my mind is your name 

I think about you on the bad days 
when everything feels a little too much 
I could use your hugs, your touch 
Your warmth is the very thing that I need 

I think about you in the moments in between 
In the seconds of silence while I stir my tea 
On the road as I drive, thoughts of us come back to me 
Little movies in my head and I catch myself smiling 

for a split second before the feeling of loss sets in
Which engulfs me and just like that I have to begin again
To make myself feel okay for a little while 
and the cycle repeats each and every time

I think about you. 

Robyn Holmes 

scribbles of a broken heart