The woman of her dreams
And it’s just another day
For the secret satin sheeted lover
Who hides behind the days of curves and covers
Avoiding the serves of each and any other
Nights alone at home
Pretending he will turn up
At the flick of an invisible switch in her head
She will hear the purring sound of a stingray or corvette
To do the bedtime tango
Enough to make the neighbours curtains twitch
Like automatic windshield wipers on half time
Telling herself she really is O.K
With the crazy cat call whistles
And office dog day foxes
Who plagiarise each other
And really haven’t got a clue
Pigeon holing all they see into shrinking violets
Or vixens who are there to be courted with disaster
Brought up on Disney princesses
And forever more
Until forever more across the street
Is caught in a parking lot or cheap motel
By the hour with somebody else’s fantasy
To become another statistic
In the ready rising ravaged savage marriage from hell
With screaming slamming doors
And open wounds stitched and tied together
With another bottle of red or bourbon
In a place where access for him is denied
Except for Saturdays to pick up the kids
Where he will take them to a movie
Or play a game with a leather or
Pigskin and hoops
Maybe chasing them across fields of glory
As they both count the scars
And the pride of fallen stars
Dressed up in another soap
For all to see in regular episodes on daytime T.V
While across the street
She watches and she listens from her bedroom
Of idle dreams until she is too tired
And sinks below the eider down of single pitted egress
Holding herself tight
Hunkered down against the night
And preparing for few hours
Of soporific sleeping blues
Where she can pray that one day
She can become the woman in her dreams
And not somebody else
Martin Elder
Wed 29th May 2024 16:16
Thanks Rose. How are you. Hope you are keeping well and keeping your quill busy.
M