clean
I saw the trees veins
I tasted the sap.
I held it all together with my teeth.
I suppose I sound like your uncle right now,
the one that lives in the tent in the red
you found naked and proud
all loose skin tucked into underwear
a cigarette bourbon haze of defeat.
Suppose I am him.
I found the best part of me
kept it for you
made sure it came back clean.
I saw he knew by his eyes
when I said I couldn’t stop it myself.