The Daddy day care shuffle
I sit in my cell dressed in the clothes they provide
The ones they say would suit me
I feel strange and awkward
It’s been nearly three years
I’m nervous and sweating
What will she see in me
What will she remember
Will she really care
Has her mother made her come
Does she want to know
All of the questions circulate in my head
Falling over each other
Never finding an answer
I feel kind of foolish as I leave my cell
The slow steady shuffle
So, I can be O.K.
So that I can be ready
As I pass through succeeding gates and doors
And in to the sports hall
A place I have never visited
Moving with the other guys and baby-faced little girls
What if she sees me and doesn’t like
What she sees
Will she allow me to hold her
Right now, today
Just for an hour or two
Will she say
Hey daddy it’s me let’s dance
Martin Elder
Mon 24th Jun 2024 10:22
I recently saw a news article about a woman in the USA who wanted to connect fathers with daughters particularly those fathers who were in prison. So she arranged with her local prison for young girls do visit their fathers in prison for a dance. This has now started a movement in other prisons in the US. This resonated for me as I wondered how I might feel if I were a father in prison in that situation.