being alone.
truly alone.
its hard i must say.

 

i have always had someone.
it has been rare that ive 
been alone.

 

so when i am,
as in currently,
im finding it difficult.

 

somedays im okay.
but other days, i 
miss the feeling.

 

the feeling of being held,
kissed,
hugged,
cared for.
i miss that.

 

but i also realize
being alone may be best.
because on the surface
i love myself.
but if we go deeper,
its not so clear.

 

before i jump back
into anything,
i need to perfect making
myself happy,
way before i can ask someone
to add to my happiness.

 

and add is the key,
regardless if someone comes
or goes they were only there to add. 

 

nothing can be taken 
from me, thats the mindset
 moving forward.