I'm in the gooey space of time. Light is warm.

I don't move anything. My brain is sinking 

and slopping out my ears and cranium.

I have to piss. I feel dizzy. 

I wonder what the point 

of doing anything is. 

Hold out my left arm, spread my hand open, raise my index finger, 

press down once or twice

I'm alive

I think 

Wonder what the point of doing anything is