i just need to know what i did wrong

i'll never find out why i've been separated

separated from the living breath

the lie and truth of the death

 

landscape of burning fires and houses

where everything always breaks

i don't have what it takes

what it takes to be alive

 

alive like the rest

the rest of society

 

i look underground

6ft below

below where the dogs won't sniff you

where the dogs won't see you

 

laying in your casket

cold and hollow

your body decomposing

decomposing to bones

 

all of your remains and clothes

tied within the rock-hard wood

your finally set free

set free and able to look from above

 

the truth of the maggots crawling under your skin

you have been purified and cleared from your sins

seven months after your dead

i wish you'd come back again

 

your painful screams

screams of agony

never heard again

[and again...]

 

if you hold my hand

and take me with you

both of us will never be screwed

 

resistant from the demons that were within you

and the bad in your soul expanding

expanding into outer space

 

i wish i was there

there at your last days...