Chains
Chains.
Nothing in life comes easy to me.
It is always a struggle to try and break free.
From the chains that hold me tight.
That further enhance my plight.
Everything I do just holds me down.
I can't smile I have a permanent frown.
To decide just like that.
Just bring me even more crap.
I think carefully before I do wrong.
But I'm just singing the same old song.
I don't understand why it is so hard.
And why I appear to be a complete bastard.
Common sense has eluded me.
Stupidness I have in abundancy.
The will to make better and improve.
Makes no difference because no one approves.
The ability to laugh and be normal.
Cannot happen because I'm too abnormal.
As my mistakes run unaided and free.
I ask do I really want the chains to break.
If a chance came along.
With that chance would i be able to take.
Nataiella (1989).