Sexual Politics
He was a white South African,
built like a brick shithouse, who hovered
and stared at the burnt-out schizos
until they gave up their precious fags.
Doing them favours, he bragged, laying
down his life to lengthen theirs.
She was a pastor’s daughter from South-East Asia
who sang and rang bells for fun of an evening;
her skin glowed pale copper and flushed with rose
as she pondered propitious interventions.
I was half Jesus and half Clint Eastwood,
bounding downstairs in twos and threes, landing smack
on my other cheek as I told him to stop
throwing me round the car park like that
and wait for the posse to run him in
to a more secure institution.
He’d spared my face but the blood had soaked
through my vest and shirt. She blamed herself
as she bathed and dressed. There were two
who could play at that game.
Ray Miller
Fri 18th May 2012 19:07
Thanks, Steve. Line-endings in verse 3 are odd, maybe, deliberately so.I thought the narrative was straightforward enough but the motives and psychology not so much.