Castaway
Slow down, it's all going too fast
This comfort, this harmony
Not meant to last.
No permanence whilst days
They keep dropping out
Lying in the barren wastes, the sun shouts.
Beads of sweat forming
Eyes rising out of perpetual hell
Into the technicolour morning.
Lizards and newts crawl beside
My shaken form
As I lie still in the dust.
Standing up on the parched rock face
Drowning in my own sweat
Reel of yesterday plays wearily in my head
Hours of sickness, fear, metal, lead
Decadence, the feeling of the dead.
Lost in the urban highways
And now cast out in sweltering exile
It would not be a crime
To wait for you, whilst sitting here
In the shade of the insurmountable peaks.
But now the imaginary sea washes in
Static, and all breaks up
Waiting is the TV's shallow weakness.
Was the war won?
Flickering remembrances only
This waiting game; wash, rinse, repeat
Already dead
Trapped in the toxic heat.