Every Veterans Hair is Turning White
Operation Safe Haven 1991
It ain’t much fun,
Not much fun at all
Squirting water from your buttocks –
Ten to fifteen times a day,
But that’s how it was,
Shaking your ass while squirting
To stop the flies from settling on your anus,
And I’ll be blown –
The detector paper has changed again,
Another incoming bout of chemicals
Downwind to see you run for the latrines,
And the marines know the score,
They know all too well the maladies
Striking each and every veteran
Who spent time upon the hills of Silopi,
But the MoD see,
They keep it quiet –
Like a child who looks upon
The stolen sweets guiltily for
All too easily,
They’ve stole their future lives
As wives are asking, begging
Of their men folk to explain
Why they hide and shield their pain,
But it’s all too much as Niad screams
The shrill tones again,
The men are now older and wiser,
They know the dirty games at play
To discredit each and every account,
They know the lengths the state will
Go to,
To cover up the details
Of every Veterans story
And it wasn’t guts or glory,
It wasn’t tails of bravery and courage –
The virtues we hold so dear,
It was set in whispered tones –
‘John Doe died today’
He died having become frail and old
And sick with disability
Before the age of forty-five,
He leaves three children to his name
Upon three full time divorces
For the part-time care
He received for serving in the forces –
And,
The dirty tricks continue
Following his name upon his early grave,
If the MoD,
Put in half as much time
Money and effort into clearing
Each their name
And affording benefits and pensions
For the service that they gave;
Instead of dirty tricks
To rubbish each account,
Then perhaps we wouldn’t see so
Many early deaths,
We wouldn’t have to fight like dog
For the recognition none receive,
And there it is again,
The fluctuating bowel movement
After all these years,
The chronic symptom of fatigue,
The headaches
The spasms of the muscles
The tender hotspots
Where the needles and the pins
Present an early warning,
The heart attacks the strokes
The psoriasis of the skin
The deformation caused by boils –
And many forms of cancer that go
Unreported in the news
And aye,
We served in faith as Lions
Swearing an allegiance to the Queen
But the country we defended
Shit on us in truth,
For it’s still the case,
We are led by donkeys
Who just don’t give a damn,
Getting richer in their wallets
For covering up the truth,
And around the Hills of Silopi
There are babes born
Within deformity
We turn away our crying eyes –
And,
We served in faith
While they push upon excuses,
Rubbishing each account of Veterans –
While the figures of their deaths
Rise upon each year,
If only,
You put as much time money
And effort,
We could at least
Attain a valid treatment,
Claim a realistic pension
That would endear a decent quality
Of what remains of life.
Michael J Waite 26th July 2013.
Chris Co
Tue 6th Aug 2013 20:19
Forgive the phrase - killer lines
We wouldn’t have to fight like dog
For the recognition none receive,
A superbly written evocation of a rather ultimate failing. A past failing, compounded by a present failing, leading to the ultimate failing - denial.
The denial not only to provide a future, but also the denial of hope for one.
Harrowing.