(rewrite, repost) Amnesiacs
photo credit: Given Writers Retreat
Amnesiacs
Blue moods can lie
Or amplify truth
Colloid in regions of a soul
Blues gives reflections
Like broken mirrors
We live under the gaze of poets
Calling us to task
Whispering in our ear
To be unafraid
To subdue cheerful robots
To deliberate with happy slaves
To refuse to wear yokes of shame
A blue deep as purple leaves
Stains
What we suffer because of love
Thickens blood
Makes us richer
Or so we’re told
One love
One divinity
Back to A
Like a tuning fork
Distance between noise
And music is deceiving
Our ears are not trained
To recognize music as the same
To hear distortion in white noise
To dance to it like stolen syncopation
Every time the sky falls the ground softens
Every time a heart breaks a soul deepens
So where does that leave us
Bridges grow between cracks in a heart
While maintaining integrity
But cracks in a mirror leave gaps
Of vulnerability and distortions
Resembling funhouse reflections
Wavy and ephemeral like incense smoke
Essence lingers then disappears
The cost of bad reflections
Is immeasurable
But bridges built to heal
Remember journeys to
Lost treasures of amnesia
We have forgotten to remember
So long we can’t fathom
Why we should
We see ourselves through shattered
Insinuations
Echoed from a brokered past
How many times have we run from reflection
How many times did they catch us
We can’t imagine our opposite as ourselves
We are imprisoned in who we think they are
Ancestors wait for us to bridge
Schisms between memory and propaganda
Between imagination and rote
Awareness and paranoia
No matter what mirrors say
We navigate images avoiding catastrophe
Wanting love in a world sordid with obstructions
Littered with obstacles
Burdened with regrets
We live in fear of change
Though we have no choice
Afraid we’ll lose ourselves
Afraid not to try