MY STRUGGLE

 

GROWING UP, FEELING LIKE A MOTHERLESS CHILD

WHO NEVER GOT ANY JUSTICE

BUT, AFTER YEARS, OF HARD WORK AND RESEARCHIG LIFE

IT STILL LEFT ME TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS

HOW GOD, WELCOMES EVERYONE IN HIS HEART, EACH AND EVERY DIFFERENT WAY

AND SINCE, I AM OF LEO DECENDENT

ESOTERIC SCIENCE WAS THE WAY TO GET MY ATTENTION

IT WAS JUST SOMETHING ABOUT ASTROLOGY, THAT DRAWED ME IN

HOW CAN HOROSOPES AND ASTROLOGICAL FORCAST BE SO ACCURATE

ALONG WITH DIFFERENT PLANET ASPECTS, DICTATED MY MOOD AND CHARATER

THEN THE LAW OF ATTRACTION AND KARMA, IN ADDITIOIN, TO REINCARNATION

EXPLAINED WHY I ALWAYS FELT, I'D BEEN HER BEFORE, IN ANOTHER INCARNATION

AND WHAT IS THE LOST AKAUSHIC FILES

OH, THOSE ARE THE KARMIC DEBTS, WE HOLD INSIDE

THAT YOU HAVE TO FIND THE LESSON IN THE STRUGGLE, AND THEN RECTIFY

YOU SEE ASTROLOGY PROVES, THAT GOD IS REAL, AND LEAD YOU STRAIGHT TO HIS HEART

AND HE WANT US ALL TO ATTAIN THE KNOWLEDGE GENUINLY, WITHOUT FALLING APART

HE IS THE TRUTH, I TELL YOU WITH SUCH A BEAUTIFUL HEART

HE'LL FEEL YOU HEART WITH DEVINLY LIGHT, THAT'LL NEVER EVER GO DARK

FOR EVERY LESSON ATTAINED, YPOUR SOUL WILL THEN EVOLVE

I FOUND MY SOUL'S PURPOSE, AND CHOOSE IT OVER MONEY THAT DAY IN JUNE, WHEN I STOOD IN PANDORA'S BOX

MY HEART WAS ALL INTO MY SKETCH, DONE WITH THE PURIEST INTENT OF MY HEART

WHILE, THE LOVE AND JOY TRIGGERED MY PINEAL GLAND AND THEN ALL SEVEN CHAKRA'S WERE FULLY CHARGED

THEY DIAGNOISED ME WITH GRAVE'S DISEASE

MY GOD SAID EVERYTHING MANEFEST IN THREE

AFTER, THREE MOTHS OF MEDICATION, AND BIRTHING A CHILD

I WAS SEARCHING FOR MY SOUL'S PURPOSE

MY ASTROLOGICAL FORCAST, STATED BE PERSISTANT AND IMPROVISE

NOW DOCTOR

S CAN NO LONGER FIND THE DISEASE INSIDE

YOU SEE MR.SOCIETY KNOW THE SECRET OF THE PINEAL GLAND

SO THEY KEEP IT CASTED WITH FLOURIDE

IN OUR TOOTH PASTE, AND POLLUTED OUR WATER SUPPLY

THEREFORE, MANY SOULS HAS FORGOT

BUT IF YOU KNEW THE TRUTH, THE FDLA, WOULDN'T MAKE ANY MONEY

PLUS. JUST HIDE INFORMATION IN BOOKS, BLACK FOLKS DON'T READ, THEY'RE ALL JUST A BUNCH OF DUMMIES

GOD DID'T PUT THIS INFORMATION HERE, FOR US NOT TO FIND IT

JUST LIKE THE TORAH, 10 COMMANDMENTS, AND THE COVINENTS

BY THE WAY, THERE'S NOT SEVEN BUT TEN COVINENTS

THE ATLANTEANS, LUMERIANS, AS WELL AS THE MYANS, WAS EDITED, THANKS TO MR. SOCIETY'S INCOMPETENCE

PLUS GOD, GRANTED US FREE WILL, SO HOW CAN MR. SOCIETY, DICTATE THE PRESENCE OF YOUR CHARATER

APPEARENCE IS BASED ON HOW YOU FEEL, IT STIMULATES YOUR JOY AND LAUGHTER

I DON'T CARE WHAT MR. SOCIETY SAY'S I HAVE MY OWN SWAGGER

YOU HAVE TO RESPECT MOTHER NATURE'S UNIVERSE, HAVE FAITH IN GOD AND MOVE OFF OF YOUR HEARTS PURIEST INTENTIONS

THOSE ARE THE THREE MAGICAL INGREDIENTS, FOR MANEFESTATION, SHOULD I MENTION

BE TRUE TO YOURSELF, LEARN TO RECTIFY, FORGIVE AND LET GO

WHEN YOU MASTER THESE LESSONS, YOUR SOUL WILL START TO GROW

AND EVERY MAGICAL ASPECT OF YOUR NATAL CHART

WILL BE ENDOUSED THROUGH YOUR HEART

MY BLESSINGS TO EVERYONE AND MAY GOD BE THE GLORY

THIS ISN'T JUST A POEM, IT'S PERSONAL EXPERIENCE, AND MY LIFE STORY

EVERYTHING I SAY TO YOU IS TRUE, I WILL TELL YOU NON LIE

I FOUND OUT IN JUNE, THAT INORDER TO LIVE, FIRST YOU MUST DIE

HE GIVE THE HARDEST STRUGGLES, TO HIS TRUEST SOILDERS

I WAS BLESSED WITH WISDOM

UNDERSTANDING AND KNOWLEDGE

AND RECEIVED MY PHD FROM TREE OF LIFE AS TOP SCHOLAR

DON'T MISINTERPRET MY CONTENT AND PREJUDGE MY CHARATER

MY CONTENT IS MY SWAGG JUST A ADDED FACTOR

2013 STRIPED ME OF EVERTHING I LOVE

TO STOP MASCARADING BEHIND A MASK AND DEPEND ON GOD IN THE HEAVENS ABOVE

FOR IT WAS HIS GRACE AND MERCY THAT BROUGHT ME THROUGH THIS FAR

WITH THE HELP OF ASTROLOGY AND UNDERSTANDING MY NATAL CHART

WITH THE HEART OF A LION AND A SPIRIT OF A RAM

WHICH ASCENDED THE PERFECTIONIST AND MADE ME WHO I AM

I SAW THE TRUTH FOR MYSELF AND PAID OFF MY STRUGGLES

YOU HAVE ONLY SET OF FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND, CAUSE THATS WHEN HE HOLD YOU NEVER TAKING HIS HANDS FROM YOUR SHOULDERS

THIS IS JUST A GLIMPSE OF MY LIFE HUSTLES