SOMETIMES..
Sometimes i get tired, of rolling out of one fight, into the next, lying in the dusty street, scrapes on flesh, i only wish for peace, but life chooses not to grant me that, so i remain defensive, an 'angry twat', sometimes i get tired, of shedding tears, for people who are undeserving, and sometimes i lose faith, in the people i am serving, sometimes i wish to be left alone, but do not wish to be lonely, i would rather be blessed with one real person, than an army of snakes and foneys, sometimes i wish, to co-exist, with both sides of my mind, but if one side was to provail in the fight, i fear id be partialy blind...
<Deleted User> (5646)
Sat 11th Apr 2009 11:51
Do you know what Yosh?
I can relate to each and every syllable in this piece.
To have a head split in two halves and not be able to fit it back in place until every razor toothed edge slots firmly into place when all the weighing up and arguments with oneself have been aired and settled.
But then clarity at last. It's very much like the broken heart in search of a soulmate and not realizing you have it within.
Janet.x