Why this attachment? You never meant anything. You were the fork I needed to eat my soup. You made me feel better than you, bored and awkward. Anything but special.

Spending time with you made me wish I was spending time alone. 7, I can think of 7 reasons I would never spend the rest of my life with you because of. There was this attraction, that was quickly killed by the ashtray breath and lack of chemistry and that I knew it was never going anywhere. But I gave it one more shot last morning... a shot for us to show each other some personality. But by your attitude you had already given up. Which is perfect for the situation. But why does that hurt, I feel like I'm almost heart-broken. And I don't even think I enjoyed much of anything about you. It's just a waste of emotions. You better not ruin the place I love most in life.

I never want to look back at the most beautiful place in the world and think of you. Useless you, who drinks yourself sensless every night and sleeps away the beautiful day. You are everything I don't want to be, and a collection of all the crappy men in my life. I hope this feeling goes away fast because I wouldn't want to waste another breath thinking about someone who never gave me one good moment.