Up, down, round & round. Where are you going? What are you doing? Is life a game to you. I feel like you are a child who is blind to your own thoughts and actions. Who makes me feel like a child. Stupid. Literally stupid on many levels. One being uneducated. And the other for continuing to allow this, whatever this is, was, is not, to continue.

You blow my mind. You are a complete player, of this game. I chose not to take part and play because no matter who won, I always lost. Are you human? Does anything you say make sense or have a meaning? Maybe that is what so deeply pulls me in. It's your uniqueness. I want to find out what you are thinking. Push all of your useless words aside and feel a real emotion. Know what you think of me, it doesn't matter if it is horrible or wonderful. The curiousity is what ties me to you. Set me free. Tell me no, you are a foolish girl. Or tell me you suffer from some form of social and mental malnutrition. Just be honest for once in your life. You strange empty coloring book.