And if actions speak louder than words, then I'm the most deafening noise you've heard.

'Cause all the mistakes that I've made, all the people that I've changed, the little things that I wish had stayed the same. If I'm to blame, for all of these things, then take me to the edge of the world and we will sing, shout it out from the sky, that I should die and how everyone knows why.

But it's so hard to think, it's so hard to change, when the whole world doesn't see you any other way. For so long I've battled, my head I have truly rattled, to try and find the cure, to become some kind of pure and try pick myself up off the floor.

And if actions speak louder than words, then I'm the most deafening noise you've heard.

I can't ever change the past, and the hurtful memories will always last, stuck in my brain, as a reminder of all the pain, that I brought to the people that I drove insane. people loved me and I threw them to the side, buried my head in the sand, I would always hide, always with my head in my hands.

Things are changing now, somehow, I've managed to get myself back on track, ignore all the flack, that will always come in the here and now. I'm a better person now, I think that's true, but I'll never forget that shame and regret can't escape you. It stays lodged in your psyche, and quite rightly, but you can learn from your mistakes and tread alittle bit more lightly.

'Cause if actions speak louder than words, then I'm the most deafening noise you've heard.