Shadow
Standing behind you
I’ve become your shadow
All of my emotions invested in you
Your part time lover, and I’m in love with you
I’m the other woman, I’m your shadow
Standing behind you, capsulated inside your dark shadow
I’ve settled for this, and I know better than this
Your words have no meaning, each one is a lie
Falsely, I want to believe in you
My time, only a mere convenience to you
I know your story, and what you built
In her, she has all potential I see in us
I’m standing behind you, darkened by your shadow
A promise to suffice me
You say, you’ll leave her, in my heart I know this is un-true
Do you touch her body, the same way you touch mine?
When you whisper I love you, does she hear that very same whisper?
When your hands are cold to the touch, can she warm them?
I’ve settled for this, I’ve known better than this
I’m in competition with you, I must be better than you
Problems can’t lay here
I’m the other woman, just the good time
Standing behind you, still capsulated in your shadow
Our chemistry sets a fire, it’s undeniable
Your power puts out a combustible blaze
I’m standing behind you, just your shadow
Standing behind you, begging to be seen in color
I want you to love me, the way you love her
I want to stand forward, you be my shadow
Emulate support, honesty, and loyalty
Reality, awakens me
We can’t, the wedding ring you wear, has tarnished us both
I’ve always been your secret
My morals tossed about to the waste side
My character on display everyday
With my hands, I deconstructed a child’s home
I’ve torn love apart
A love I’ve begged to have
Broken a family
I tarnished her wedding ring
I will no longer stand behind you and be your shadow
Today, I step past your shadow
Today, I’ll be seen in color
Today, I realize all of my worth
Today, I only see one shadow