Haven't you heard? My life is disturbed, 
I'm coming at you with a blurb, 
Because I want to be heard. 

It is wise to prioritize, 
I was living a lie, I did not decide 
I made the wrong decision, as I often do, 
It stuck like glue and who knew?! 
it would have such a affect, you really should not fret. 

Don't get it twisted, I think that you missed it.. 
what I was trying to say, got taken in a different 
way. So, let me set the record straight so your thoughts 
aren't led astray. 

My rhymes are all mine and I haven't got time 
to explain what I am feeling, so I jot them down, 
it is my way of healing. 

I am sorry if I offend you dude, 
drop the attitude, its not like I really wanted you. 
Confusion causes illusions and I am sorry that I was intruding. 

This is not a big deal, but I want to finish my speal.. 
I think that you will understand more if I explain it to the core. 

I am a misfit, I spit shit without thinking, 
my brain is on overdrive, I try to contain it 
but I drain it and I am not trying to blame it but 
I am different than you, I see it from a different view, 

I am not you and you are not me, let me see why you are so 
upset, I know you cannot forget, but life is short 
and anger is not needed, forgiveness is key and you should try it, 
our time limit is running out and your upset all about 
something that was said off the top of my head.. 

I always try to do the right thing, but there isn't a ding that 
goes off when I decide. I want to hide from life, there is too much pain 
and strife and people thinking differently on what is wrong and right. 
Will I make it throughout the night? Grasping my pillow tight, give me the knife, 
it would be so much easier than this, standing at a cliff, the drama never 
ending, the pain is just beginning. 


Because in the eyes of others, 
I am stuck under a cover of misunderstanding..Where is she landing, who knows?