>for lack of things to do when im tired

>i usually just eat

>is that unhealthy?

hhihihi

>hi

im super sick again

idk its probs unhealthy

i am being unhealthy too

i just wanna be well

>are you sick with the same thing?

yeah

forgot my pills and home and went to a friends for the weekend

left my meds and my antibiotics

and was too happy to care

got drunk and high and stuff

fuckin made it worse

and now im back where i started

and my brain is screwed too

>at least you were happy. but yeah, back to square one.

>i wish i could text you from bed but my phone can never keep up with you hahahaha

>i am convinced that my roomate is secretly a vampiric man-geisha

>for one, he's god damned beautiful

>for two, i couldn't sleep

>so around 3 i go downstairs to make sure my dryer's working (because I guess suddenly I'm going to go ahead and have fits of paranoia about it breaking down)

>walk past him standing in front of some old, fat, moustached dude sitting on my basement floor with a not-insubstantial amount of cocaine cut into lines on the table

>proceeeds to talk to me about the like 20 dollars he owed me for like... 10 minutes solid

>as im folding small towels into a pile

>at 3 in the morning

>what a weird life

>so anyway, yeah they've been talking on my balcony for about an hour just outside my window

>about pretty much nothing

>90 percent sure that old guy almost had a heart attack

>kind of praying evan drains him for sustenance already so i can fool myself into pretending to sleep

>it's kind of interesting to think about how life is just a series of events that keep stacking up on one another

>and it doesn't really matter in any particular way if you let one stack or another fall over

>it just keeps going til the sun burns out

>and even then, there are other, younger suns

>pls see a doc again tomorrow.

>gonna go lay down

that was amazing

i liked reading that

ill let u kno how it goes :)