Abstention
'I am open to the possibility' you said,
'of love with you, at least I was,
then something happened which drove me quite mad.'
Love is not a possibility
a stranger at the door
you may invite inside
if fancy takes you;
Love is not a beggar
after a bowl of soup
which you can refuse
if your day’s been rough;
Love is not a tree in the garden
which you planted
on spring's first stirrings
when you felt strong;
Love is not offered you
like a small cheque
for a race you entered
when you felt bold.
Love is a trap-door in the ground
which opens when you are passing
like a thunderclap
like a seizure
and you are swallowed
however bold
however frozen
however cold.