i am a bad person, why does no one see

am am me and oh how i hate being me

im rude and self centered

i throw tanties like a three year old

i dont like being wrong 

i get jelous like a little girl

i suck up to people like a kid who wants money

and yet people stand by me

 

why do people not see how arogant i am

how immature and shitty

that my brain is so small you could fit it in a kitty

im an asshole and agressive and i want a better life for them

but they wont leave me but why

why wont you just hate me

please please make it easier and just hate me

yes it hurts but i deserve it 

yes i wil cry but it is my own doing

 

just please realise i am a bad person