sometimes we are all blinded by what we want to see rather than the ugly truth. i am blinded by him. he never only wanted me. it wasnt even my heart he wanted, of course. its typical. these boys are not men. men dont talk down about the women they want. men dont lie about thier lover to get a one night ticket in your pants. these are foolish games for broken people who lack understanding of what it means to give and recieve, they take take take.

i must warn you these boys might make you swoon with words and promises, when they get what they want its on to the next one. you must be guarded with your body know its worth. just because a cute boy wants to hold your hand for the night does not make you special. this is something i am still learning.