thoughts kill
i always wondered why im so sensitive, someone can give me a look from across the room and id shake in my skin wanting to dissapear or fly away with the birds. with me it has always been like that. i didnt know why i cared what they thought but i did. it must have something to do with the ones who made me feel like nothing growing up. everything they said about me every disgusted look that was thrown my way it sunk into my skin and forced a home in my head. i realized this needed to change. people cant have that power over you. i cant run to the bathroom and slit my wrist whenever i didnt feel safe. life didnt work that way. god didnt work that way.