The Feeling
Confused I sit,
Unsure whether I should
Love you or Hate you
Maybe neither.
You make me feel as if
I'm not alive.
A mere skeleton,
or faceless being strolling earth
with no purpose.
Nobody loves me
No one wishes my company.
What more should I expect?
After all I am just a faceless being.
Merely a skeleton in the midst of humans.
Nothing to add to anyone,
but nothing to strip away.
At the same time,
You make me feel
as if I'm the most powerful man ever.
Not a voice to answer to,
Not a missing stone to lean on,
Not a face I'd ever miss.
Everyday of my life I can only live for
Myself.
With everything you give me.
The power,
the lack of heartache,
or head aches.
Sometimes late at night
I catch my mind
trying to intertwine
the thought of
whether I should hate or love you.
The feeling of being
Alone.