Alien Inside
Alien Inside
It’s been a few years now since my space was invaded
Some E.T. having triggered a rouge cell in my head
I did not volunteer to become its host, my brain toast
All I know is that it’s an evil little bugger, slowly spreading
Its roots are like red weed choking my communications
Picks parts of my body to destroy receptors, implant its own
Whole areas of inner landscape turn black, baron, and a wasteland
Occasionally spots of resistance sprout up, fight the invader
New nerve trenches get dug and nerve fibre optic pipes lay down
They try to isolate the red choking weed, get through to brain
Sometimes these pipes lasted for weeks others only a few hours
Still the Pill Master, even though it’s a loosing battle, fights on
As with all unwanted aliens that invade me, eating at my core
I fight on despite knowing the inevitable, resulting outcome
As muscles weaken, loosing the will to function, still I fight
Mental agility goes from premier to conference league
I will fight to kill the ‘red weed’ in any way I can
The inevitable will out, and I will die, but I am not going quietly
I will delay in the hope of a treatment, which kills my ‘Alien’ inside
© Phil Golding Dec 2007
<Deleted User> (7790)
Mon 10th Dec 2007 21:03
Hi Phil, the 'alien' analogy is strong and provocative and strange -- unsettling and sad, too. It gives a real insight into the shock of finding your body is not entirely your own, that an illness has claimed a right to your life. Shocking indeed and the writing itself is an act of bravery.