Attack of the heart

Some people think it’s great

Some people think its fine

To have a heart like mine

That makes me do what is right

 So I always end up in a good light

they don’t know that sometimes its a curse

and it does nothing to fill my wallet

to buy ethical brands

don’t these people understand?

that when my heart attacks and rules my head

that sometimes I wish that I was bad instead

but I just can’t handle the guilt

it would make my head and me heart wilt

to be nasty to have my own way all the time

to do nasty things I would just feel ugly

how do these people sleep at night?

That’s what I want to know as people cheat each other

Out of earning more dough

It’s a cut throat dog eat dog world full of the mantra I am I need

Or perhaps its just I need

To be greedy cause I am needy

But hey even though I good I sometimes judge these people who take and take and take

I find myself worrying I will end up like them

But I figure I never will

Some people like me aren’t made for the kill!

But nice guys will continue to finish last helping out others along the way

But maybe those who I help will help me one day

One can only hope.