My heart weeps with joy

Happy but melancholy

No other way

Nothing else to say.

Force a smile

Walk a long mile

Punch a pillow

Or just scream right into it.

Can not seem to find

Anything or kind

Of joy to ease

The burning tease of gloom.

I need to stare at the moon

Look at the sun.

I know I can't ever run.

My life is here

And to release a tear

There has to be

A reason to see.

The joy of life

Its not that hard to find.

Them that are kind

Know the pain

Of the endless amount of rain.

As it pitter patters

Against the roof and windows

I am left at ease

With the knowledge

That I am one who knows

The joy of tears

And the joy of life.

Its hard to see

The common law we live

But we know

And that is all the reason

To care and love our family

For what is known

And the unknown

We know no comprehension

Of knowledge.

We think we know

We want to know more

And out of all things known

Learned

The most advantageous was

The smile.

Felt inside

Felt more miles

For it was mine

And you knew it.

It cant be replicated.

We can only hope for more

So don't ask

Was it me

Or

Was it you

We know it as more

And until you learn

That it takes more than that

You'll know its not that hard

It may be gone

But its there waiting

Waiting.

All you have to do is say

The words of love.

Its not that difficult.

So mourn with yourself

And know your love

And you will know

That my love is there

And will always be.

Remember that.