I remember spending last new year's eve with you,

We did some things we knew we probably shouldn't fucking do,

Bu what better person was there to make love to?

I thought “if i've ever loved someone this much, than who?”

 

And now looking back at the start of that fateful year,

I had bad thoughts that no one was close enough to me to hear,

Thoughts that equivocated to goodbye my dear,

There was only one brother close enough to steer me clear,

 

And he was caught up with his own girl,

The man was caught up in his own world,  

He was trying to be there for me but can't you see,

I wanted him to be all that he could be.

 

So Brandon kept on living in his own world,

While thoughts of this girl kept on twisting, and they swirled,

And that's all good and well,

Because thoughts of this split, well they continued to dwell,

 

I loved her like i’ve loved no one before,

And believe me I love her even more,

With each and everyday though she pushes me away,

I still want her close and I’m weeping that she isn't today,

 

So this new year 2017 i’ll start alone,

And I'll be that way until a girl like her wants to take me home,

But girls like her only come once in a blue moon,

So I guess that I’ll sleep all alone here in my room,

 

And maybe dream of another Anastasiya in my life,

One that causes me way less struggle and less strife.