The truth about pain...

The truth about MY PAIN.

The truth is nobody knows about my pain.

The truth about my pain..

The truth is nobody asked me about MY PAIN...

Since the start of my time, here on this plane (planet) all I ever felt is pain.

Truth is behind this smile, this pretty face all you'll see is this here PAIN.

THE TRUTH ABOUT MY PAIN, YOU WANT THE TRUTH ABOUT MY PAIN....

Just look into my eyes, deeply into my eyes all you'll see is pain.

Good pain

Bad pain

Healthy pain?

Unhealthy pain

Broken hearted pain

You broke me pain, destroyed me pain, Watched me pick myself,put me back together just to break me again kinda pain.

I lost my best friend last Monday pain, watched him take his last breath sort of pain,

You was my protector, soul mate, companion, we was spiritually connected but I can't feel you no more, now that's pain....to know il never see your warm face again. PAIN.

Raised you cared for you loved you protected you, was blessed to have you by my side for so long but I miss you can't cope, feel like a piece of me died with you, won't ever be the same without you know one understands our bond, no words can describe....that sort of pain.

Back stabber thought you was my friend pain...

Lover, friend, gave you everything I had, but you left me type of pain, you gave me the gift of life, the blessing the gift from him the most high, just to take it away from me...that real deep broken hearted can't forgive myself pain....

That confused, lonely, misunderstood kinda pain...

That look at yourself in the mirror, "how dose know one see all this...." oh no I smashed up the house again pain....

That screaming from the top of your lungs, but know one can hear kinda depressing pain...

That pain you feel when you can't breath, can't cope, can't get outa your bed, don't wana eat or wash...that draining pain...

The truth about pain? My truth is....

All I ever known is pain.

That unexpected pain, can't walk home alone pain..

That sort of odd weird "I don't know were you came from pain.

That why would you hurt me pain? That your a stranger I don't know you, but you took your pain out on me kinda pain, each blow showed me new levels of ugly pain.

That deep down seeded, how'd you get there pain.

The truth about my pain, the truth is, I wouldn't be here writing out this art, without my pain.

The truth,

the real truth about my pain is....

I don't deserve this here pain, the truth about my pain is....

The truth is you wouldn't belive me if I told you... its that sort of pain...

Mummy n Daddy kicked me out age 16, raised there kids since I was 10 had to grow up quick, teach myself everything, cook clean fight for myself sort of pain..

Fought for everything I got started with nothing but everyone's hating on the little success I built for myself...HARDSHIP type of pain...

look at my face listen to my voice....you would never of thought I fought the wars I fought...

A women, goddess, warrior of light as young as 16 all alone full of pain...

The TRUTH ABOUT MY PAIN?

The truth is my pain came from others....

This here pain ..... is not my pain but I now feel this pain.

The truth about pain?

The truth about MY PAIN?

Were do I start..... All I ever known is...

PAIN.....

 

dedicated to ice, my true soul mate friend and protector over the last 10 years. DogsTruly are man's best friend... For any time I was ever in pain you was there for me to comfort me in your amazing warm spiritual way and for that I thank you love you and hope your resting in a better place until we meet again. 

love mum. Xx