Do i have a heart?

I cant feel my heart beat
Im searching for my heart beat

How am i still alive with no heart beat
I feel dead inside 

I have no heart beat
Im searching for my heart beat 

Since way back when iv always wondered.
Why cant i find my heart beat?

Whats wrong with me
No heart beat

My hearts been broken 
My hearts been shattered 

And everytime i put it back together 
Another muthaf*cka.... never mind.

I have no heart beat 
Im searching for my heart beat

Im dead inside 
Because i have No heart beat

Im cold no hugs or kisses 
Beacuse i have No heart beat

When i was 10 i created this circle
Nobody's allowed in this circle

Not my mum, not my dad not know one
Because i have no heart beat 

Im numb to all that love has to over
Because i have no heart beat 

This time i wont fix her
This time i give up 

I like being numb
I feel nothing...

I dont feel my heart beat....
I dont have a heart...

Im no longer searching for my heart beat.

By RJC. x