Home Front (part 3)
Act 2
From the darkness...
WAR: Though I think big in truth I have
The eye of an artist so it is said
An eater of worlds I can be
Or a death of flies instead
No conflict is too small
To attract my foul intention
My pleasure is to wind things up
To encourage conflict my intention
It is I that misleads leaders
Not the subtle hand of fate
I love the delicious irony
Of religions causing hate
Perpetuating bigotry, nurturing spite
Clinging to a bloodied past
Opening up old wounds and fights
Keep them fighting ‘till at last
No-one living can recall
Just how the conflict started
But no-one left alive at all
From hatred can be parted
Again the location is a railway carriage though it is in a distressed state. The atmosphere is gloomy and oppressive. There are dark figures hunched in the shadows. Shouts and groans can be heard, adding to the claustrophobia. The carriage door opens and OFFICER enters. His uniform and accent are different to STRONGARM and CLOVERLEAF. He bundles STRONGARM and CLOVERLEAF into the carriage. They are dressed in heavy winter clothes that have become dirty and tattered. CLOVERLEAF supports STRONGARM who has bandages over his eyes and clutches a bundle of dirty rags to himself.
OFFICER: Take refuge from your gloomy state
Be seated now and contemplate
Your nation that has met its fate
Paid the price of heinous hate’s
Destructive and consuming trait
CLOVERLEAF begins to stand.
Don’t rise with me to remonstrate
Such actions they come far too late
OFFICER leaves the carriage closing the door behind him.
CLOVERLEAF: It is good to be out of the wind my friend
The cold wind of despair
A bleak wind that blows through my heart
I take no comfort there
I hear them cry for our return
Those loved ones we hold dear
The promise of a warm embrace
Dispels decaying fears
When back with family, home and hearth
We’ll plough the land and till
Sow the grain and harvest wheat
And all shall have their fill
Like springtime we shall soon return
Bringing light and life
A nation bowed and on its knees
Can know the future’s bright
STRONGARM continues to sit silent and motionless...
The officer must have been in good humour
When a carriage for ourselves he went to find
Not so perhaps if he had hear a rumour
Of how you speak and feel about his kind
Instead he showed great mercy to the blind
Had he not bundled both of us on board
We’d face a long walk through the winter snow
CLOVERLEAF tries to chuckle good naturedly but the strain shows.
STRONGARM: (Not listening)
We had a dog to guard the house
CLOVERLEAF: (Lost in his own thoughts)
If I close my eyes, shut them tight
My senses fill with sound and sight
Transported am I to my childhood home
That sanctuary where boy to man had grown
I smell the pancakes frying, almost taste
STRONGARM: A good dog by the name of Klaus
CLOVERLEAF: That golden mountain heaped upon a plate
The kettle whistles cheerful in the grate
My mother busy fussing over tea
Serving syrup laden pancakes out to me
I’d eat every scrap, there’d be no waste
STRONGARM: This one fact ransacked memory allows
A mind stripped in the slaughterhouse
No other thoughts I can espouse
CLOVERLEAF: These thoughts you must chase from your head
(STRONGARM doesn’t respond and CLOVERLEAF becomes agitated)
I said think hopeful things instead
Once you’d pride, such faith unshaking
I need you strong, not close to breaking
Rouse yourself from this black hole
And remember how you felt of old
(STRONGARM speaks quietly, keeping his head bowed)
STRONGARM How can I be what I was when I don’t know what I was
When everything I knew or dreamed is scattered like dust
Blown by winds of bitterness and despair at a cause lost
I’m blinded, broken hearted and bereft of sense of trust
So I cling onto the darkness that has not deserted me
The fears that plague me most are those that only I can see
You cannot stop them haunting me; I beg you let me be
CLOVERLEAF: (With forced enthusiasm)
We shall be worthy of Euripides, his muse
Shall sing our praise as gallant heroes
We that were valiant though war brought us low
May not be taking glorious victory home
But can at least say honour is on our side
Though fickle fate abandoned us to hide
(A mocking voice is heard from the shadows)
VOICE: Foolish pair that hides and skulks and clings
To honour like the wreckage of a stricken ship
As though you can from this abyss be saved
You are more lost than those gone to their graves
A cup of shame is resting on your lip
Of this pitiful escape no one shall sing
Does not the pain of your dishonour sting?
Now from this bitter cup dare you to sip
And see the truth? Do one thing that is brave
Does not for absolution your souls crave?
Others died, you took a pleasure trip
You’d lie dead too had you believed something
Enough to face the enemy’s swords swing
Those still alive from shame their tunics rip
To be left in mud and mire then to rave
A visit from forgiving death to crave
CLOVERLEAF: (Covering STRONGARM’S ears)
These lies you speak pierce my vital beating heart like shards of ice
My comrade’s ears I must protect from this poisonous venom
You say all must die for honour; it’s too high an asking price
I am proud we stopped the slaughter in the end summum bonum*
For harsh interregnum
Shall be softened in peace time
No glory, no honour but a healing nation will suffice
When soothing hearts and minds
(*summum bonum ��" the highest good)
VOICE: If you had truly believed in what was said
CLOVERLEAF: If I’d truly believed I’d be lying dead
My bones would moulder in foreign soil
For my sacrifice no tears would be shed
The cold and lifeless take no spoils
Oblivion would be my reward instead
Is this what would honour my ancestral blood?
When filial fluid’s spilled righting old wrongs
It Seeds hate, more killing, you know that it would
My offspring would take up arms inspired by songs
Marching to avenge my glorious demise
And so the vicious cycle would continue
As they fought to make right with every sinew
There’d be nothing of themselves that’s just or wise
The true victory has been found in defeat
No folly of ours will our children repeat
VOICE: Your twisted and empty words blow on the wind
Your offspring inherit the shame of your sin
Ancestral blood that you sought to keep undefiled
Stagnates in your veins and you will be reviled
Now I must leave you alone with your disgrace
And wonder you dare return to your birthplace
STRONGARM: (As if waking from a dream)
I bear a heavy burden from the conflict that has ceased
But if I bear it gladly then perhaps I’ll be released
No longer will the darkness offer me a place to hide
I must face all my fears and take a good hard look inside
Help me to fight the demons that have plagued my troubled mind
Tell stories of the glories of the war we’ve left behind
CLOVERLEAF: I’m not sure there was glory
But I’ll gladly tell the story
Of my part played in the war that has now ended
The role I played was small
But perhaps overall
My record is more easily defended
If I say how I regret
Taking lives of those I met
And the moral depths to which I had descended
All in scarlet glory
Handsome, tall
One and all
Brass and buckles, shining black
Thigh length boots
Bearskin hats
One brave hero charges
Cannons pound
All around
Death or glory, honour’s story
Will not hide
Filled with pride
My brave horse fell badly
Rider thrown
All alone
Through the smoke, starts to choke
No man’s land
Curse my luck
One frightened soul’s challenge
Truth of war
Fear and gore
Enemy soldier, not much older
Just the same
But less bold
I drew my sword swiftly
In a flash
Cut a gash
Open wound, crimson red
Vanquished foe
Falls down dead
(CLOVERLEAF pauses as he remembers his experiences)
Now I want to hear
Tell your story clear
Speak the truth and you shall be commended
STRONGARM: Best not to dwell on what has passed
Nor seek revenge; rather hope that
God’s will is done
And leave all that avenging to the
Angels as it were...
I do not know what is in my heart
It feels hot and hard like anxiety
I hope it is forgiveness
But I dare not look too closely
While somewhere, in the darkest place
A foul figure squats on haunches
Muttering of its bleak intentions
Eyes, red with anger, glinting in the shadows
It senses our approach and turns its head
Towards the light
With terrifying speed it lashes out
And snaps its jaws to reveal a row
Of cruel jagged teeth
Crooked and tangled as a mangrove
Yet sharper than any razor’s edge
So do I fear the memory and yet
Know I must look in its face
And remember how...
Wearily I watched the darkness
Creep across the field of glory
What was gained had now been taken
Snatched from us by grasping hands
All that was and ever shall be
Swept away by cruel fortune
And the few who were still living
Had regrouped for one last stand
As the witching hour approached us
Night was rent by clarion call
Shapes emerging from the darkness
Twisted, blackened gods of war
Faces scarred from endless conflict
Evil glinting in their eyes
We few brave souls stood to face them
For a cause we thought was just
Combat was both brief and bloody
Sabres crossed and cannons blast
A thin red line, we could not hold them
I of my comrades was the last
Still breathing amongst the fallen
Praying that I would survive
I could not see now, only feeling
Through mud and wire to my own side
CLOVERLEAF: It is before the dawn that nefarious night is darkest
That obscure and cheerless dusk that feeds our fears
Must flee, astonished and confounded by morn’s brightness
Starless dismal black retreating means that day is near
And with that recondite rogue flee too our apprehensions
Making way for hope’s arrival with the new day
Then does courage rise with the sun’s bold ascension
And the strength to take bold action come what may
STRONGARM: Your words are like a tonic that brings new resolve
I feel night’s terrors banished from my mind
What you see of our nation must be devolved
Be honest; take no pity on the blind
CLOVERLEAF: I wish I could lend a lie to my lips
And tell you that all is well
That our nation has not known hardship
And so your fears dispel
But that’s not what’s before my eyes
Not what I must describe
That ours has become a nation of sighs
Our people a cursed tribe
Where once there were fertile lands
With crops rich for the harvest
There is only barren wasteland
Where war raged the hardest
Blackened earth and wire and mud
Scar the landscape all around
Sown only with the bones and blood
As dead were buried in the ground
Wandering among the ruins
Of what had once been towns
In tattered rags war’s orphans
Their faces etched with frowns
Scratch and beg from hunger
No comfort do they find
All they can do is wonder
Why they’ve been left behind
But look I spy the Sentinel
I hardly bear observe
Upon a scene so dreadful
A description would unnerve
STRONGARM: What is it? You must tell me
I pray you must continue
The Sentinel’s loved dearly
Symbol of our virtue
It cannot be destroyed
That which has always stood
Of good must be devoid
An enemy that could
CLOVERLEAF: I could lie to you and say that all is well
Your life was built on falsehoods after all
Like as in a trance or bewitched under spell
Misplaced faith that hastened your downfall
But deceptions such as this would do no good
Only in truth will redemption be found
Mendacity won’t purify the blood
Rather it would all our sins compound
So I must tell you what’s before my eyes
The Sentinel is gone, has been destroyed
Instead of gold that glitters with the sunrise
The landscape of its glory is devoid
Blackened ruins now are all that stand
Where once there was the pride of all the land
STRONGARM: This news you bring is too much to bear
The Sentinel no longer stands he there
For a thousand years it’s been our guide
On its protection all our kind relied
Without the guiding wisdom it brought
The comfort and protection that we sought
Our future must surely be without hope
As blindly in the dark we grope