Lie & Run
In this world, it's sometimes better to be lied to, than the truth,
When I am flying high, the truth to me is a total lie,
It makes no difference if I was to live in the world that is full of truth
When I am manic and free, I am advised by people
I should take medication and they become all forgetful,
When I manic I see more clearly,
Yes the people who love me, just want to break down and cry,
But when I am flying high, I can see through the bare ground lie.
All I want to do is run,
Just keep running,
Not from the truth, nor the lies,
But from the people who stage is so,
However I know if I run,
I will back to square one,
Fighting for my sanity instead of getting back to reality.
I want to run with a gun by my side,
To shoot away all the lies,
That all these guys tell me,
I need someone here to wipe away the tears,
To show that side to me,
Without no judgment,
Just love and acceptance.
I looked into my future,
This is after I have run,
I look into the mirror,
It says, “hello Mr lonely one”,
As lying to people is a safe way of gaining people's trust,
The truth is much harder to accept,
It feels like a tornado swept,
Not on land, or on a man-made sand,
But deeply hidden in my mind,
It takes a real lie to find a broken man.