Puberty & Desperation
Ew.
For the love of God
Just...
Change your sheets.
Take a shower,
You stink.
Your body is exuding more fumes than a nuclear plant.
And by God.
While we're on this trail of reconstructive surgery.
Toss out that shit personality.
Trashy anime and cartoons, no counting for taste.
Kid, if you put a rainbow filter over that drawing, I swear to God...
No wonder everyone in your class hates you.
I hate you.
You wore nothing but sweatpants all through 6th Grade.
And we could take the oil in your hair and power a third world country.
Stop smiling.
I told you to stop smiling.
You're not happy, you've never been happy.
You're still not happy
You're just some made up idea.
Some ideal version of what I want to remember.
...Some facebook fantasy
of myself.