Bedside
I want you next to me while I survive this scare
The burning seduction to be remaining whole
Without any more pain, and an intact control
For future of promise with a brimming repair
Going through all treatments with only actions course
Losing half of a pair, with great physical scar
How to carry myself, will I fell so bizarre
That I'm half a human when naked is in force
Making me feel beauty regardless of outcome
As you see my great mind, in different end states
Going over the pride of humorous debates
Although I'm losing fate, you're holding my right thumb
After all painful acts, whimpering my last breath
Knowing you'll find solace of freedom from my death