I once knew her,

She was very dear to me.

I loved her,

I knew her inside and out.

Then she started disappearing.

She was fading.

I didn't notice until so many weeks later.

I still regret it,

And I want her back.

She means everything to me.

I tried everything,

But only one seemed like the right decision.

Only one seemed like it would work.

The next night I got her back.

It all happened in a couple minutes.

I filled up the bathtub,

I wrote my letters,

Then I set everything up.

I wanted them to find it a certain way.

Then I got in.

I said the words,

And realized that I would never get this back.

If I made this decision,

It would be final.

There would be no turning back.

Finally I did it.

I laid down,

And it was all over in a couple minutes.

I couldn't feel anything,

Then I saw her.

I felt her.

She was back,

And I loved her.

We were finally one again.