I guess them cigarettes just caught up to you
You watch me grow up into a man 
Thank you for not letting my mom adopt me out
I know things won't be the same without you

Can you not go yet
I know it's selfish to ask you to stay
But you always cared 
I just wanted to thank you for that

I don't know what to do right now
This water just keeps pouring out of my eyes
And I don't know how to make it stop right now
You taught me what double jointed is
Taught me that it was a normal thing 
When all the other kids was making fun of me

I miss them days when Grandpa was alive
And I got to see you everyday
I guess you'll get to see him more than I will
My god this pain in my heart hurts

Can you not go yet
I know it's selfish to ask you to stay
But you always cared 
I just wanted to thank you for that

I hope when they cremate you 
They throw your ashes 
In the sweetest of places
God this hurts more than you know

Can you not go yet
I know it's selfish to ask you to stay
But you always cared 
I just wanted to thank you for that

Rest in peace to your beautiful soul
You was the best of the best
I hope there's a heaven
For that way you can see your brother again
Just tell him I love him and I miss him