{Mad At Myself}

 

 

I'm so

blame

mad at 

myself not

you

 

 

I'm so

blame mad

for me 

always being

so nice to

you and me

always

apologizing

for thing's I

didn't do  

 

 

 

​​​​​​And I really

am mad at

myself for

getting so

attached to you 

 

 

 

And making

my life

depended on

you and

wasting my

valuable time

on you 

 

 

 

 

And wishing

you was here 

 

 

 

And thinking

about you

and for giving

you my all 

 

 

 

And forgiving

you for everything 

wishing for

you but that

was my

biggest mistake 

 

 

 

And for

dreaming

about you

and for

dreaming you

to life 

 

 

 

And most of

all for not 

hating you 

which I know

I should do

but I can't 

seem to do 

just that 

 

 

 

And I mad

at myself for

letting you 

play me like a

old board game 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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