She Misses Him Badly
{She Misses Him Badly}
They shared something
so beautiful and something
so deep and true but that
was so truthful lustful love
affair ended to soon because
he didn't believe her so she
went on her way no matter
how much she cared or loved
him and so much she wanted
to stay but she knew that
they would only hurt each
other in the end and they
did because it just about
destroyed her whole world
now she's left picking up
these broken pieces of her
heart and world and she
misses him so bad but
she stays away from him
or any social media sites or
publicly he is on because she
can't bear this hellish pain that
only kills her more each day
inside as she cries because
she lost him but now she's
trying to move on no matter
how bad she wants to give
up on everything but she
asks God over and over
why this happened once
again and she guesses she's
meant to be by herself for
eternity and she's done with
love permanently because
now she only hates the
love and sexual games
we all play as men and
women
And life will never be the
same without him in
her life after all the
beautiful things and
they shared together
maybe it was all a
fairytale to begin with
and now it's nothing but
a bad hurtful memory
she wants to die with her
soul and life any day now
And how she misses
him so bad that she
finds herself crying
her self to sleep at
night
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 12/06/2017 all rights reserved