I stir from my sleep the feelings are there

As I draw my morning breath my minds in despair

The gnawing and the clawing on my guts they take revenge

These demons that haunt me they never seem to lend

To lend respite to my dilemma

They just burn like glowing embers

Taking over my mind it feels so never ending

As I go on pretending and pretending

Pretending that I'm trying when inside I feel I'm dying

I long for the day when I awake at peace

And look forward to my life without you

Without your mind games which have played havoc with my soul

And I can strive to make happiness my goal...