How much would it be for a brain transplant? 

How about a lobotomy? 

Anything to help get me out of my head

I believe you could be my saving grace

I just can't bring myself to pull you into my world.  

I feel myself sinking, struggling to stay afloat

Just reach out for me, I can’t ask for your hand

The thought of drowning you in my pain

Its too much for me to bare

I don’t want to die but I can’t bring myself to live

The motivation just isn’t there

I don’t know why

Why is this my life?

What is going on in my head?

I need an escape

This booze and these drugs do nothing for me

Like a bandaid on an amputee