happy
that's what i use to be
pain
that's what changed in me
lost
that's what i came to be 
you 
that's who believed in me
you 
was all i could see
you 
you suddenly took all of me
you 
had problems of your own, some i'd not yet seen
you 
became broken down and lost while looking for me
you 
promised to never hurt me
you 
promised you'd never desert me
you 
tried to be
everything i needed
instead of you - 
but you needed to see 
that you couldn't try fixing me
when you yourself are not yet complete
you
loved me when i didn't love myself
but it was you
who then spent the little bit of love you had left for yourself 
and loved me for me
you lost your love for yourself
and then i ended up losing you anyways
so who really lost, 
and who gained? 
did i find myself loving you, and you loving me? 
or did i just find you,
and you lost yourself, 
just trying to bring love into me..
and now we're both lost
lost in you, and you're lost in me