Before he met me I think maybe he might had believed his life was as good as it could be. We happened to meet by chance you see on a late winter morning. He was in the area so we decided to meet I thought he was cute while the attraction was mutual I think he would agree. His relationship complexity was an idea of which was very new to me. I thought this guy is a beautiful soul. By my pleasant surprise we connected on a deeper level then expected by either. This made things even more complex as we spend more time together it’s clear to me I need to show him how I feel. I think I can give him what he has been looking for or so I thought I knew his desires. I open up an express how I feel at first he accepts me my heart is whole I think my search is done I found my prince. However it was not to be a happy ending for me. Instead of accepting my hand in a relationship he tells really good friends is what he wants us to be. I am sorry we already talk it over about what we wanted. I am sorry you told me already I was what you wanted. I am sorry you already broke down my defenses. Now my love I am deeply sorry but I can’t see how being your friend is an option for me. It will hurt me daily knowing you couldn’t love me maybe you never loved me. Which is better then you just stopped cause as hurt as I am the love I have for you still sits here in my heart. For me to move on I need time to allow that spark to fade and die.