With time to myself I feel as if the fog has lifted. Away from you out of sight and mind I can’t recall your face at all. 
I know how I felt while around you. I couldn’t help but smile you’re beautiful but not meant for me. 
I shared myself with you 
I thought you and I were similar. 
You told me what you wanted I so badly craved for it to be real. 
I feel the trust is broken now questions swirl in my head. maybe you feel deep down I’m not that guy for you. I don’t know the answers to everything I don’t blame you honestly I blame myself I rushed into this. I shouldn’t have let myself get attached it’s not what you wanted when we met. 
I can’t blame you for the way you are. 
I wish you the best and even better then myself.
you are desired by many that is a fact.  I wish you live a full and happy life. 
Be that free spirit fill this sad world with light and laughter. 
I want you to be happy above all it requires honesty.