The Poem I Want to Write
He is the poem I want to write.
The pleasure pain of struggling for words at one am.
Emotions bubbling, White water rushing over pebbled beach
He is my muse
Wind whipped vision at the waters edge standing tall
Smooth sculpted satin.
Watching the retreating tide and soothing my fears-intangible yet real.
Hot on my heels, he is the Hound of Hell
Dream vision in my restless sleep
I reach for him in the night but wake alone and wanting
Delirious, smouldering, yet icy cold
As words drip from my pen, coagulate on the paper half formed
But he is my muse the poem I will write, so the letters appear
Slowly at first, stumbling over syntax, words multiply
Filled with longing, hopeful dreams, his arms holding me, enfolding My World
The world of the dreamer
Tearing my misgivings and doubts to scattered fragments blown away on the heat of his breath.
Taking my screams to swallow them whole.
He is my muse.
Name written on my heart.
And I realise that the poem I want to write
Is Him.