It feel like an lifetime 
Since I could call you mine
There's nothing good about this
I'm also hollow and missing your kiss

His so narcissistic in my eyes
That I'll never see his mystic ways again
I see him for the lying critic he is
I don't see myself worth anymore

My reality is so unimportant
I'll wait around the sea in this lighthouse
Pushing out to be free but nothing else is there
Holding on to the promise I made 
Hoping to God she sees me one day