I've been so numb to all the words
Bleeding out on the page 
They're the same words you left here
So let me be your punching bag
I'll swing back with only love

I promise that I'll wait on you
I said I'll follow you through hell
I didn't know it was going to be a life without you
Now I just want to choke on all these pills
Sleep forever dreaming of you

I can deal it when you being here and you're hurting me
But you being away is just killing me
I let my sanity rot slowly until it was nothing
I'm drunk and I don't want to be here without you
You broke my heart and I still love you all the pieces left