They keep saying call I did, no one answered I wish they listened more and posted less I wish I knew just how to pass this test I'm hurting, heavy laden, and down I'm waiting on prayer to turn me around It's almost mythical to believe they care enough to hear what you say and give you a better response than continue to pray I know why they dying because its killing me They keep saying call I did, but no one answered They don't want to be bothered and know exactly what you feel As long as you say it's ok, they can walk away Hmm, I've been dying for a while surrounded by people who say they care but they don't even notice the blank stare I keep giving up and trying to fight but this feeling keeps me up at night I'm praying, saying, crying and dying I'm so lost I'm not sure I can be found I been seeking and settling hoping the despair is showing enough for someone to care I've done all I can do and I know why endings feel so true