So as I hang in your mind
Honestly I gotta keep it all in
If I let it out you'll get pissed at me again
You can close the door but that won't change a thing

I'm just a boy that understands you better then him
Not the boy you want to be with
Funny how I'll be miserable forever waiting for you
I wish that you could feel how it felt

No fuck that I won't let you feel this bad

Just hang me off the bypass 
Cause I am the boy who loves you
That doesn't mean shit to you nor does it
Because if it did you'll be back here

Homes what you make it
Then I'm living a homeless life
I don't want your handouts I want her back
Honestly I gotta keep it all in

Can someone tell me this is a bad nightmare
When I wake up she'll be right beside me and it will be 2016
This is just a cruel reality I've been given
Would he wait for you like I have?

Am I not good enough for you
This eating me alive
I just wish I was your first pick
Honestly I gotta keep it all in