Self-conscious
Menthol cigarettes and a head full of problems
What a beautiful way to drown in this hell
I can't trust my mind it's always out to get me
Alarm clock sound like bombs dropping
Tearing me from the world that I want to be in
I swear if I could sleep forever I would have you
I'm self-conscious at the situationĀ
Reality is now my nightmare
I'm always going to be broken
You're always lingering in my mind
I wish I could sleep forever in her armsĀ
All I have left is menthol cigarettes